Handling Grief

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Nothing hurts as much as watching someone you love so much suffer. You don’t want to feel clingy or like adding to the pain that person feels already but  want them to get over it.

You don’t want them to feel like your trying to replace the person they lost but still u want them to be lively as before. You want to hear the enthusiasm they had in each word,the jokes they cracked and the curves made by their lips as they smiled. Yes you want the normal them back but you just can’t have it,you cannot just force it out.

You want them to heal soonest though it would probably take  forever. You want to be by there side and walk through each step with them. Not as a lover but as a good trusted friend as someone that would lay it all down to have them smile again. you can only let nature take it’s course even though it takes centuries.

I have known him for about 6 years now and his so introvert.His loyal to the core with too much love to give. It takes a lot to get  a conversation out of him.He keeps everything inside.Perfect gentleman and perfect friend.

Now he has lost his girlfriend his loyal trap queen his moon his bestfriend he has lost all hope to love.He promised her he would never forget about her.He swore on her death bed. Their love was bonnie and Clyde 21st century version. They have each moment in a picture framed on engraved on there hearts. She left with hers and he stayed with theirs.

He tries to act strong but each of his posts and texts carry lots of pain.I try to check in once a day but doesn’t feel enough.

Wish I could make it all go away with a magic wand or maybe turn back time and make each moment count more for both of them. Il need a lot of ideas to help .

I know she is with the Lord and prayer will help him move on.

Always in my prayers 

#Bryan